argh ! 烦啊 ！

hello readers (:

i'm bored at home so i decided to post . daddy haven't come home yet . dontknow whattime he gonna come home .maybe 5+ bah . after daddy come home to see see thens he go work again . everyday oso th same . i'm snacking everyday i at home . confirm will fat like dunnoe what de lor ]: i waiting for th new version of msn to download so i can talk on msn with cuiying . 难得 i can chat with her in msn . corx we mostly only chat on phone .so i must 把握时间 and talk to her on msn (: wonder when thens i can have lunch with gladysBFF {: i want to talk to her ! i very long never talk to her lerh .

shall end here . dontknow what to type liao . may post again tonight . buhbyes and takecare readers (:

baby
when i wake up today and saw th first message ue sent me , i was sad , disappointed , angry . i didn't expect ue to send me a message likethat . what i write in th portion for is true . but did i even say that ue're a jerk ? no . and ue say i always come to conclusions . what about ue ? ue think that all that i write is trying to say that ue're a jerk . but is it even true ? no . ue said in th first message thaat un understand that i do hace moodswings but ue ask me if moodswings last that long . so ue're telling me that ue dont trust me . yes i did reply ue messaged with exclamation marks but it ain't as hurting as what ue replied me with exclamation marks . thattime when ue cant come to my house , ue were angry . and we sort of like cold-wared . after th cold-war , ue apologised to me but ue didn't tell me why ue were angry so i assumed that ue were angry for me . corx i was th one that made th decision of not letting ue come my house . thattime i never write uer name in my blog and th message ue sent me telling me that ue were sad , looked serious to me . it didn't look like ue were joking . i still got keep that message hor . when did i treat like as if it was uer fault ? donthave . and , does uer last sentence for th first message have to beso sacarstic ?
[for th second message] ue said that ue know ue were in th wrong thens why ue want to send me th first message in th first place ? ue said that ue want us to throw away th bad memories corx ue dontwant it to affect us . but th fact is that it has already affected us . [ i dontwant to keep any secrets from ue . i want to be honest with ue . ] are ue sure that we're gonna lastlong with all th quarrellings we always have now and than ? ]: these quarrels we have recently may seem small to me . but it's big to me . i also want to put everything aside but i cant . it's already left a scar . i'm totally hurt by th first message ue sent me .

POH LIYI
i never even write anything in my blog that refers to ue . and ue said that i'm referring to ue . do ue even have to suspect that it was ue if ue never do all th things that i said in my blog ? i donthave to hear all th negative things ue said about me from anybody . ue're alr admitting it indirectly . ue dont suspect that anybody told me all th negative things ue said about me . ue sure ue never say that ue want isabel to peii ue marh ? if never thens why would isabel tell cuiying that ue asked if ue should bring isabel along that day when we were suppose to meet anot . 我几时说你好期负 ？dont put words into my mouth . 你有让到步 mehs ? i cannot see it leiis . 我又没有说我想怎样 。 我几时得寸进尺 ？我有说好玩吗 ？没有啊　。　我是说过你要 isabel   陪你 。可是这是事实 。 我没有编故事 。 这是 cuiying  告诉我的 。 她不会骗我 。 我当然没有从你口中说你要找人陪你啦 。 嘴巴是你的我怎么从你口中说 ？ 哈哈 ！谁说我没有跟对方联络 ？ 我刚刚和她在 msn  聊天 。还有 ， 如果你没有要人陪你 ， 那为什么 isabel  会说在我们要 meet  的那天她会和你一起去我们见面的地方呢 ？ 你还是因为她迟到才迟去我们见面的地方 。 现在你要怎样解释 ？

tags replied
HelloKitty : what cute ? keep quarrelling still cute ? anw , thanks for tagging [:
Yanying : okayy (:
cuiying was here : it's a MUST to meet up uh (: i'll try to cheer-up okayy ? (: lurves <3
confirm is JUEHUI : let go of what ? thanks for tagging (:
Alvin : thanks (: