i'm a FAILURE

hello readers .

dont really have th mood now . but i still want to post . today i wake up at 2 + went to bathe . after i bathe , bee went to bathe . at i think 3 + cabbed to penisula to _____ . than saw junxian , yulun and haozhi . than some lame taiji . me and bee cab back to tamp . slacked at tamp a while than cab to simei . after a while at simei , i had to go to bedok corx i told daddy i was at bedok . so i cab there . waited for like 10 minuntes and daddy came . went to blobk 85 to eat . eat dessert . but because of my ____ , i cant eat . so i told daddy that i had sore throat and got no appetite . went to fetch mummy . on th way to fetch mummy and home , i had a slight fever . homed at 9 / 10 + went to bathe . daddy found out about th ____ and just now we were talking in my room . i cried for th things he said . i'm such a failure . i have to take out th ____ tomorrow if it doesn't hurt anymore . i'd be going for dance tomorrow . that's it . byebye readers .

even though i know ue wont be able to read this , i still want to type it out to ue .
i know ue're very worried for me . ue always treat me like a small kid . I WANT TO GROW UP ! ue always want to control me this , control me that . i know that ue're worried of me cause iw as th only daughter . but aren't ue controlling too much ? ue always help me to decide this and that . yes or no . but have ue thought of what i really wanted / desired ? ue NEVER . i know ue're a caring and nice father . i thank you for all these . but i hope that ue really can understand what i want and desire . ILOVEYOU .

this is for my beloved cousin ; BEE
hey . it's not uer fault alright ? dont blame uerself . if i never wanted it , none of this will happen . just hack care that _______ okey ? we are best cousins remember ? so even if my father forbids me to meet ue , i still will . just that i wont be able to meet ue for long and i cant stay over at uer house anymore . promise me ue'll takecare of uerself alrights ? anything ue can also call or message me . i'll be there for ue 24/7 . i promise . BEST COUSINS FOREVER . ILOVEYOU .

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SPADE : hello . hmm .. ue are ?