here's part 2 cause it's too wordy. ._. and here's about th bad mood part so idw spoil th happy part.
homed at 11+. here's th story of why i'm in a bad mood. to start off, dad actually promised to let me go find quanyin and let me come home early in th morning before my mother and him wake up de. than later he come tell me say he quarrel with my mother because of me. so i came home. end up, he's sleeping. bryan (church friend) sended me home cause i was in a bad mood. so he was like trying to cheer me up? so here's th short conversation between me and my mother. (th conversation is in chinese)
mother : who's that guy?
me : church friend laa. also not my boyf. dont anyhow think laa, please.
mother : can you dont always comee home so late anot? i never say anything cause i trust you. you're coming home later and later. you're getting from bad to worse.
me : whatever laa
end of conversation. so i left her room and went back to my room. after like 10 minutes? i went to her room again to get my laptop. at around 12+ she came to my room again. so here's th conversation between me and her in chinese again..
mother : you want use laptop until what time? what time you want to sleep?
me : when i tired i will sleep de laa. i also not tired.
mother : you know this month th electricity and water bills very expensive anot? you still have to buy your books, ahma still have to go see doctor next week. th bills come you pay is it?
i didn't answer her. i seriously cant be bothered. since whatever i do is always wrong, just let her say laa. since whatever i do is wrong. later i argue back she go complain to my father than my father come kaopei me again. kns.
since you think i'm using alot of your electricity, water and money. than..
take away my handphone laa.
take away my charger laa.
take away my laptop laa.
take away my camera laa.
take away my television laa.
take away my air-conditioner laa.
dont let me bathe laa.
dont let me drink water laa
dont give me allowance laa.
dont give me food laa.
dont buy my books laa.
i dont use my handphone and all, i wont use YOUR electricity. i dont bathe and drink water than i wont use YOUR water what. dont give me allowance, food and by not buying my books, i wont use YOUR money what. daddy always say that i have to give in to you cause you're my mother. haven't i been giving in to you? what about you? i'm always th one giving in to you. i'm not asking you to always give in you know. sometimes give in to me. is that too much to ask for? everytime daddy also ask me to talk to you so we can understand each other better. but everytime when i want to talk to you, you're reading your book and will ignore me. it's always like that. a little but of things also you will get angry. for example, when you accidentally step on my leg, you say sorry and that's it. if i accidentally step on your leg, you can keep scolding me. even if i say sorry also no use. but did i say anything? no. th reason is simple, cause you're my mother.
but did you ever treat me as your daughter anot? if you did, you wont said those things to me. since i'm using YOUR electricity, water and money. than dont buy my books laa. let me quit school laa. than i go work and pay you back laa. and when i got money alr than i move out. can anot? i know you wont read laa, but at least i say out i will feel better uhh.
when i just finished typing, daddy asked me out and talked to me. so i shall go reflect on myself now. bye.
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